Intro .
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Beautiful lies;

idk what to say. but since i'm bored. and yah.
my blog's completely dead.
so nobody's gonna see it. yah.
but who cares.
tada, i decided to post.
wonderful aint it :D

successfully downloaded audition.
after like what, 1 year?
cos it had prob and i re-dl it twice.
still cant work.so i practically gave up.
played with joey and zhi this aftnn.
not bad.
and zhi's bro too.
yahh.
played with maine last night. it was fun:X
but now im bored.
and since ystd, i've been spamming my vd
hooray vampirediaries:X

Boohoo .

oh yay, so gorgeous
crystallau has finally decided to post smthhhh on blog.
if not surely tio nagged by joey or whoever else again.
lols.
hmm. lets see.

i am seriously sad.
i think danhui is corrupted de.
*no offence ah helenn.
i mean. okay finee.
it's the stupid flippy cardboard's fault.
hmmph.
i hate cardboard.
bleh.
anyhow bend what shit.
then end up my height not accurate.
nono. not gonna say my height out.
wont wanna ruin my day (:
anws, stupid mingxuan is taller than me now.
go die lah.
u are supposed to be shorter
grow so much during the hols for what lah.
cheh.
and that ren.
sianned.
i am cfm cfm, verrry cfm that u are still either same height as me or shorter.
not possible taller okay.
dont act cute
cos not cute at all.
hmm.
not fair lor.
why ppl grow i shrink.
what kind of thing lai de.
no fair de.
i am sure i did grow okay.
ms saw and huishi, so stop suaning me like that.
so evil.
later i dont fren u all.
then u both no more fren ler (:


/ crystallau is spiderman ;D


LAST DAY OF 202'09

i'm really really gonna miss all of you girls and guys.
i know its impossible for the whole class to remain tgt next year too :X
but pls pls pls, promise to stay in touch with one another.

i'm gonna miss all our teachers who taught us from the very start of our days in NH.
beginning from MRMUN.
he guided us for 1.5 years.
been through with us, be it thick or thin.
i really love him too ;D
lol. nono ppl. dont think other way round.

haiis. i miss you guys, so frigging much.
ILY.


me; denise; chermaine


wenbin; jiawei; kelvin; joshua; mingxuan; zhaosheng


vera; huixin; joey; zhijia; yingpei [credits to clau's professional photography. LOL]


elijah; amanda; yuwen; crystallow; rymond [would have uploaded the toilet one. but its with yuwen :X will upload when i found it ;D]




Take Time To Realize.

today was just nothing big.
floral arrangement was total epic failure.
really.
we ended up doing what paper bag thinghy =.=
i totally hate those dolphins thing. Zz.
and we didnt even to touch the pretty pretty flowers.
say what imported de, very ex. etc etc.
moreover there wasnt enough to go around man.
simi african flowers.
-.-

paper collage for DrFoo was awesome lor.
202 girls made it so pretty.
and im proud of myself for having written my farewell to him in CHINESE.
yessiree~~ :]

went for drama with vera and all the EDC peeps.
shouldnt have worn uniform siah.
i was almost torn into 3 pieces when the EDC peeps tugged on me.
win.
i've met some nice ppl.
grace, carmel, amelia, etc.
and yeah of cos alvin, the main person.
they were all frenly.
i finally saw vera's ENTHU attitude.
win.
and yea, the instructor was nice to us.
but very very particular with the actors.
one tiny mistake and you'll have to restart everything.
* i like Barney's i love you.
LOL




Don't give a damn.

yes so i managedd to revive myself.
grats to me.
but not fully of course.
so thank you my dead blog.
for putting up with my MIA-ness :]

i feel dumbbb.
everyone's dao-ing me .
blehhs.
im bored now .
very very bored.
and i dont wanna do my ict proj.
cher too .
yucks.

oh wells.
my results suck very much.
period.
i'm freaking scared of tmr's results.
geog, hist, eng, lit, chem, bio, art
boo.
i just know its gonna be bad bad bad .
btw, suddenly rmbed there's 2h-maths lesson tmr aft sch.
shoosh.
sets and notation.
eeyerrr.
can dont wan go nots, mun.
hmmph.
then stil hav Lib.
poo.
* i realised theres many many sound effects suddenly.
yeah whatever. ILIKE , okay !
_MISERY BUSINESS_




It's just that way.


MIA is funn :D
maybe , i guess.
or not.
okay. it wasnt fun lahs.
just .__.

many things happened this 2 weeks =/
be it good or bad
okay , or simply its both.
right now im in ICT.
as usual.
yeah it sucks.
so does my post.
cos i have damn no whatsoever idea what i'm typing actually and its horrible , i know.
i dont wanna do project anws.
skip it for all i care.
maybe, again. no.
i will do it.
but not now anws.
not now...

i really hate this life know .
it sucks.
very very much.
and its not helping.
you said to be frens. but guess what.
you just always come up with stupid excuses to ignore or not talk to me.
u said to be good good frens.
like how we were before it all started.
but guess what.
its worse than before.
nothing much like it.
i told u that.
but u denied.
why can't you understand that i simply can't take this .
that u disappointed me time and again.
yet i trusted you.
and believed in you.
but what i dreaded the most still came.
and u acted like nothing happened.
i had to plaster that very fake smile on my lips.
which just makes it hurt twice as much.
well , apparently. u din seem to know that.
be it that way i guess.
if thats what you want, or what would make you feel better.
cos i dont wan your sympathy.
i never wanted it .
i dont wan you to feel guilty too.
but what i wanted and longed for the most;
was your true love, care and concern....


ah , bored =/
now's ICT.
so yes im slacking here.
apparently.
but whatever okay.
it's permitted ;D
hahas.
i've done my assignment alr cans.
don't say me lah. pooooop you ! :X

ahhhs.
i'm very sianned.
right now at least.
and uh.
sad and sianned and pissed and irritated and...
well , whatever that you can name actually.
but , dont try to act cute and give me some stupid things like. i feel dumb -.-
it's not helping you know.

hmms,
CT results are kinda .____.
except for literature i guess.
really sweet ;D
the rest.... wells , kinda =/
siannned.
O.O
this post is full of sianneds and =/s and ;Ds and :Xs
-.-
ohhh. yah and this too !
teeheehees.
okay, i'm officially losing it.
literally.
hmmphs.
sad case.

and duh its all ur fault :X
you made me become like this.
nutcase and not knowing whatsoever that i'm saying all the time.
you did this ; you did this.
:X
and no, i don't blame you.
i never held anything against you.
i have never given up on you.
you do know that..... right?
i forgot.
i ain't that sure anymore when i see you again , when i looked into your eyes.
and you avoided that.
like i knew you would.

i don't know what's to expect now.
no i dont.
and i'm sorry i can't do this


I Don't Want This.

it's torture to have my days drifting by slowly.
only to find that i've nothing left with me.
you didn't bother.
the rest of you treated me like some sort of dirt.
unwanted, abandoned.
maybe i ain't really that good.
but i don't think i would deserve such treatments though.
when i'm quiet.
when i wasn't around.
nobody bothered.
it's like i'm redundant there.
or rather. not even wanted there.
then i felt like some deserted object.
some stupid post-it pad that goes around sticking onto others' butts.
i know i'm not needed there.
and if i were to turn back the time,
it'll be just like what i suffered last time.
and i don't want that happening anymore.

as for you,
you didn't give a damn about me.
so do i not exist anymore?
i thought so too.
so say no more.
i don't think there's even such a need.
i don't want this.
i really don't.
anymore...


Thanks all, for the nice nice birthday wishes and BELATED ones .
hahas.
its really sweet uhs :D
love you all .

it's still the CT's week and things aint pretty well.
it's sucky alright.
geog and hist nvr complete.
english and hcl abit unsure unsure.
and the coming up ones are lit, maths and phy/chem
lit not sure.
maths abit hard.
and phy/chem sure die.
wahlau.
i gone case ler lahs.
win lor.
surely this time round wont get good grades ler :X
T_T and like, dont try to console me lah. i mean, i know u all mean well. but i think its really bad. and that its not gonna be nice marks and all.
so forget it mans.
btw. i like my pear painting and... my orange one. the last time one.
but the orange stalk abit screwed uh.
too big and splat.
LOL
oh wells.
dont bother.
if only oranges din have stalks~~~~~~~~~

the pear pear nice uh :D
yay pear.
btw jiefie dont know who's our president.
she was like, eh who ah?
then i and wen scream. S R Nathan lah !!
then she was like. ohhhh. really ah ?!
*faints*
she win liao lor.
JF, u win. i succumb uhs.

PHYSICS. NEED. HELP. SOMEONE?
arghhh. i think i can die with the physics chapter still not readable in my brain lah.
:X sucker.
go die u still physics.
curse you stupid electricity
curse you stupid physics.
go die go die go die!
wehhh :X
get off my maanz.
i hate you bloody thing :X




Happy Birthday, Boy.

Ranen , Jiejie love you okay? :D
Stay happy always.
today 6 years old ler, must be guai lah.
and, hope you liked your presents.
mwahs.

Today's what they call 'NDP celebration' was rather boring.
no offence.
early morning started off with lots of prize-giving ceremonies.
then went back to class and watch all the sec2s top VJs.
but mdm shamima de comp abit .___. siah.
only see the front parts of few mins of each vid jiu jam the whole thing thru.
nobody interested alr.
so in the end we voted for 202 and 207's
and yay 202 won !
grats mighty water savers/punkie monkies <3
hope you enjoy your trip to S'pore flyer horh! :D

Thanks loadds to all of you, for the presents of course:
Denise-- girl you lied. hahas. but thx still. love ya.
Joey-- you'll always be one of the greatest frens of mine. thx 4 everything ;D
Yingpei-- peipei. thx uh. i love the stars.
Huixin-- hxhxhx! yeah. lol your msges were all happy birthday happy birthday. LOL. xie lah
Vera-- yeah it counts lah vera. its the thought/effort that matters. thx girl :D for the beautiful stars
Luyao-- hahaha. u din have to write your name and i'll know its you who wrote that msg. thx ly (:
Manda-- no you're not extra girl.... you're not. thx for it. it really surprised me. love you too :D