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many things happened tis mths..

darling twin cchia left and went to cres.siannnn... hugged her awhile on tues...lunchtime.
night time dreamt of her crying liek siao...=.= and then next night dreamt of her saying happily tt she's coming back to nhhs..lame sia....dunno why i thot of such things...

WENWEN WENT INTO HOSPITALLL!~~~~
jus discharged today..over the moon tt she did...really really missed u, my wenwennnnn!i kept staring at the empty seat diagonally from mine...saw it empty....-[[okayys,,so maybe the boys conquered the seat...]] i really missed u wen!!!missed ur voice sehh...miss u calling me JIE!!! hahas.. but yayness, tmr i can seee u agn!! W00ts!!going the echeng's hse for the history proj..yepp.. i dun have the tb, neither did echeng, wenwen...dunno is mx n jw got or not...if not we are so dead....ok..so maybe i shall try to borrow frm my fren...if not go allllll the way dere,,, end up slacking and doing nth....damn siannnnn...i think it was ytd bahh...jw said wen sent him a sms...wen said she missed me....so damn touched.....didnt expect her to say that cos...well, i'll not her best fren... like clowclow jie n chiobu jie a.k.a. mandaa.today.. i lose count of the no. of smses i sent to wenwen..(though she nvr replied....i mean liek come on,mx tried to call her and smsed her...budden also bo reply...)she only replied like evening when i eating dinner....

damn tis stupid computer...lagging like shyt....and msn dc AGN!!damn pissed lahh...tio emo breakdwn...then tt stupid binggan was of no use...he was only making it worse....only clowclow jie understood me the best...THANKS CLOWCLOW JIEE!!

wish to see wenwen agn... well and healthy....i wan to see wenwen running abt like madd... and go high jus like me when i dunno for wad reason go highhhh.....[[and yeahhs caibuss... im not on ecstasy NOR on any other drugs]]

so yepps, thats abt it...
so sorry for the long time not updating..busy recently....hmwk.....and keep coming home late..sians....today the physics test... i think i wun do well lorhh... everything is all crappp!! =DD


FUNFUNFUN!~ =))
early in the morning the girls alrdyy damn high...me, edlind,vera,yingpei,etc.. all spamming the whiteboard as "HUIXIN LOVE YUXIANG"[dunno wad reason for starting it..]then i went to put an algebraic equation too!! its "HX+YX=X(H+Y)"LOLS!!

all i can rmb was today's chemistry lesson... the stupid CRYSTALLISATION thinghy...dunno why b4 that got chinese lesson.. then we all join tables.. blabla...ok so anws..the "crystallisation" method.. MX,JW and RYMOND all so siao one... change the "crystallisation" to "crystalLAUsation"
=.= then junwei go write on his notes put under the word "crystallisation" as "crystalLAUsation","crystalLOWsation" and "crystalCHIAsation"DIAO!! then mx say his mind only thinking of crystalsssss.... then i was like"DOTZ...".

then got SPORTS DAY today!!!haiis... sianness~ 102 nvr compete..anws,LUYAO WAS SIAOOO..[luyao, if u actually see this... PLSPLS dun come after me...]the 103 boys were playing like siao too...push here push dere.. then playing with water bottle spraysprayspray~~then SMACK.. the bottle dropped and hit luyao and splashed ALL the water on her...!! then she not happy liao.. then she angry angry.. then went to throw a bottle FULL of water dwn the steps.. then SPLASH! the water sprayed out and splashed on me and joey they all...then i also not happy.. then i say her.. "OI LUYAO! U NOT HAPPY ALSO DUNNID TO SPLASH ALL THE WATER ON US RITE??!!?!?!!?!?!?"i went insaned...cos i was rather wet...actually very high derhh.. then she make me so wet.. then i from HIGHness to INSANITY!! T.T then after i cooled dwn.. then the 103 guy,which is my fren,asked me to give her like $2 for compensation.. then i gave luyao.. budden i think is huixin or wad... say "money cant solve EVRYTHING!!!"waaah...then i returned him the $$.then the 103 boys keep asking me wad to do to compensate her..then i told them that they have to decide themselves..cos i cant do anithing liaos.sianned!

then dunno why i now so hyper LOLS!! YAYS... LET GET HIGHHHH!!!~


DEAREST SJ,
It's 6:07pm right now.I shuld be at airport too.However,i didnt.Forgive me for that.My mum didnt allow me to go..
Honestly,i dunno hows it gonna be like in school tmr.Though u were alrdyy not in sch since last week n it felt like u were in XiAn,i jus knoe its a different feeling.Right now,its awfully quiet at home.I promised myself not to cry anymore.but i guess it broke the promise.whenever i think of u leaving us for XiAn,i'll feel my nose turning sour n my eyes filled with tears.
But its just another hurdle in life, i told myself.and crying wuldnt stop u from leaving spore.Life still has to go on..
No matter which part of earth u r, u will alwaes be part of us NanHuarians, PART OF US 102s!Leaving us doesnt mean that u r no longer a part of us.its jus the distance in practical.but psychologically,u r still with us.
Promise that u'll never forget us no matter how much fun u r having dere.Do rmb to visit us whenever u come back to spore n well,send us emails or smth.. so that we'll knoe hows it for u in XiAn.And ya..thats about it.
Love ya till death,
Cris


haiis... i dunno where or wat to start from.it was jus too much...

tis morning raining,end up {wet weather plan}.stayed in class, everyone talking talking then we gave the pledge a pass.noise level to high until nobody heard the pledge.
GEOGRAPHY;CHINESE;RECESS;
CHEMISTRY
went to the chem lab for lesson.nid to do some experiment. filtration cum evaporation thingys.clow n i went to take the apparatus,blabla..then when the distilled water fully evaporated, the dish contained some white particles.believed to be salt..then dunno wad gotten into clow, she went to TASTE it, then true enough,it was salt.thanks clow,for answering my curiosity.LOL.
ICT
during ict,elijah n rymond keep saying, junwei did tis,junwei did that,wad he said blabla..
AS IF I CARE?!?!?!then we were asked to find a close-up pic of a person.anyone will do.then dunno who strted to find pics of class ppl.then elijah followed..so did the rest. we found pics of ppl by the names of tianchee,sunsan,joshua,wen bin,elijah,rymond,chermaine,crystal,joey[true enough, she was a baby kangaroo],amanda etc etc..
LUNCH;
ART
then after lunch,i suddenly got emo.ALL RYMOND"S FAULT!!{ehh,rymond.u knoe the reason riite?u keep saying"......."}anws,when mr tan demo-ing the painting,everyone like push here push dere.then some boys act tall,go stand on table.binghwang and elijah gaying bahh..then binghwang "borrowed" mr tan's brushes to draw elijah's eyebrows and then used another brush as a blusher...ROFL..
MATHS
then dere was maths..sianness.nid to sit in the stupid maths grps..then my grp damn quiet....quiet until can hear someone's breathing.cos i was emo-ing,n they knew that...WTH la!chee say mus whole grp get the correct ans,then can leave.then the 1st qns wrong..so we stayed on for the 2nd one.then we finally got it right.luckily we got it right,if not i dunno how long r we gonna stay on,somemore some ppl got cca lehh!chee so bad lohh,never take into consideration of them..

then it was time to head home;i felt a sudden pierce in my heart ,like it was hollow all of a sudden. it was jus unexplainable.it reminded me of the issue;and i felt like crying all over again.





102 was damn high today.
During CEP, the guy behind me,Rymo, was singing some weird song[forgot wad liao] SINGSINGSING~ then got one part "....why u had to leave..."perhaps tht was for SJ.then the burpping king infront of me,MX,was ALSO singing.he was singing angela zhang's song. my blogsong la. then i looked up at him..and frowned.. then tis was his immediate reaction.
MX: WAD LA?!?! I ALSO NOT SINGING TO U!
ME: *murmured*also nvr say u were.....
ME: why r u singing?
MX: i wan to sing cannot arh??!?!?
ME: ...
then aft tt, rymo wanted to do some stupid countdown to sch end so he can rush to his bball thing.asked me to tell him when its 1:29:50pm then he do the 10secs countdwn.LOL.

Haiis..its been abt a week since i last saw u.n only 4 MORE DAYS till we hav to bid gdbye.i wish i can change the 4 days into 4 years.so that we can be together for the whole of our sec sch life.but tis,im sure,will nvr happen.its a fact that ur leaving now,and nth can chnge it.i rmb the time u told me tt u will be leaving spore, then, we were still having so much fun. i didnt feel the pain, cos i thot that it was still a long time to go..but now, the 3 mths had past..n i cant believe the fact that u r leaving for gd....

BTW, oi ppl. CAN TAGG ME OR NOT??!!?!? DAMN SIANN U KNOE? LIKE I POSTPOSTPOST, THEN U ALL NO TAGTAGTAG!!!




親愛的，那不是愛情 lyrics

教室裏那台風琴叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的聲音　動作一直很輕
微笑看你送完信　轉身離開的背影
喜歡你字跡清秀的關心

那溫熱的牛奶瓶　在我手中握緊
有你在的地方　我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬　在腦海裏轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景

你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明


it should have been another day, another simple n ordinary day..but it wasnt..
everyone emo-ed,like never before. it wasnt the same...

why u had to leave when things seemed to be getting all better?why u had to leave when i thought we could last forever?
i remembered the very first time,the very first day of school.there wasnt anyone i knew in class.but u came over to talk to me,u made me feel better, cos u too, were alone.i thought we could be frens forever, well, at least for the next 4 years. but u left so suddenly,i wasnt prepared for it.. dere is so much i wanted to say, yet i dunno where to start from. though we may not be the bestest of frens,but u,were my first.
today was the day, ur last day in school.u cried so hard, i felt like crying too.when u hugged me so tightly,i knew that tis day would come..the very last day i would ever see u again, or worse, to hear ur voice once more.as i comforted u not to cry,i felt tears filling up my eyes.but i held back my eyes,cos if i cried, u might cry even more.
from monday onwards, it will be emolisation for all, cos dere will be an empty seat in class.a seat that will never be occupied again.dere will be 1 less voice, 1 less joy. and also, 1 less member in our 102 class spirit.it will never be the same again..never, from the day u left.
13th april would soon arrive,the day i dreaded the most.u would be out of spore, till the next time we meet, 5 years later.i wish the days will never end.so u could be with all 38 of us forever, till the end of time.but i knew it would never happen..

but before u leave,deres a few words i wld like to say,for the very last time.
i love u...