Intro .
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Beautiful lies;

i just dont understand.
why people have to treat me this way ?
what wrong have i done ?
ignore me ; backstab me ; and any of that sort.
i believed in them.
yet they didnt give a damn to it.
i trusted them ; counted on them too
but what i got in return ? tell me.
it's like it was all for nothing.
i just needed someone to be there for me.
people i could depend on.
is that really too much a request ?

so perhaps sometimes they don't mean it, like u told me.
but i knew it too well.
it hurts to see and realise that.
actually.
everything i thought was real.
everything i thought could be there for me like they should have.
was all a dream ; an illusion of mine.
so i realised, finally, that it was just my fantasy that things could go the way i wanted.
or at least the way it should have been.
so i was wrong.

thanks anyway;
for the fake cares and concerns.
for the lies you guys told me.
for everything that was part of my perfect little dream that finally found it's way through
that woke me from it.
thank you..
for everything you guys tried very hard to make it real.

however fake it was.
it did make me thought it was real, true.
but you guys can stop it now.
i wouldn't want them anymore.
'cos i know.
that it's time to wake up from all these fantasies.
and it's time, to look into reality from now on.