{ Friday, September 18, 2009 12:00:00 PM }

MIA is funn :D
maybe , i guess.

or not.

okay. it wasnt fun lahs.

just .__.

many things happened this 2 weeks =/

be it good or bad

okay , or simply its both.

right now im in ICT.

as usual.

yeah it sucks.

so does my post.

cos i have damn no whatsoever idea what i'm typing actually and its horrible , i know.

i dont wanna do project anws.

skip it for all i care.

maybe, again. no.

i will do it.

but not now anws.

not now...

i really hate this life know .

it sucks.

very very much.

and its not helping.

you said to be frens. but guess what.

you just always come up with stupid excuses to ignore or not talk to me.

u said to be good good frens.

like how we were before it all started.

but guess what.

its worse than before.

nothing much like it.

i told u that.

but u denied.

why can't you understand that i simply can't take this .

that u disappointed me time and again.

yet i trusted you.

and believed in you.

but what i dreaded the most still came.

and u acted like nothing happened.

i had to plaster that very fake smile on my lips.

which just makes it hurt twice as much.

well , apparently. u din seem to know that.

be it that way i guess.

if thats what you want, or what would make you feel better.

cos i dont wan your sympathy.

i never wanted it .

i dont wan you to feel guilty too.

but what i wanted and longed for the most;

was your true love, care and concern....