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Beautiful lies;

today denise pangseh-ed me and lib again.
got debate competition mah !
excuse lorrrrrrr =x
i very sadded.
heart-broken ler la. all denise's fault D:

and then senior pangseh me too . zzz.
ya lorh. ppl sick marh.
ah , but really la. voice like wanna die kinda thing.
no voice no voice 0.0
GET WELL SOON ! <33

oh wells.
poor me.
tio pangseh 2 times in a row.
zzz.
but luckily got lynette , xinhui , hui , yujun .
yorksun ponned and krystal was on MC.
haiis.
lynette dragged me into the 'storeroom' to slack.
LOL.
end up going in there to look at past years' yearbooks.
aft awhile ,
xinhui starting going crazy. crap alot alot.
hui and i were like.... LOL-ing like shyt =x
stupid laaaaaaa.
from 4pm+ until reach home still crapping.
like 6.30pm
LOL.
2h30mins. all craps and laughters.

today's duty was exceptionally fun !
cos lots of crap. and fun.
ah ! i saw denise in 2.5 inches black heels !
way to go den !
but u looked like ure stomping ur way around =/
carissa agreed to that too ! HAHA .

had a stupid cut today.
okaaaay , its 2.5 actually.
the scotchtape holder.the sharp sharp part where u tear the tape ?
yeah.
i tearing then.
PIAK !
my right thumb tio.
3 strokes down.
bleeding.
then pain, so i shaked my thumb for a while.
then guess what ,
there was a blot of oozing blood at one of the cuts de edge !
bleh ;
now way better ler.
oh wells ;D

i hope every duty could be as fun as this.
plus denise and yorksun and krystal snr around.
but , MINUS the cutting thinghy D:

tag replies ;
JOEY: yes. new skin. duh. obvious. LOL.
YUWEN: i will be at ur blog to say hello too ! :D
Clow: nono ! u go hope 1st. then i will too ! lol bunny clow =xx
Cchia: lol. yes i know ! ART SUCKKKKKKKS ! =/
denise: yesyes darling ! i gave u already ! lol i love ur shoes ! i wan i wan i wan !
Yorksun: u're lame lame lame lame lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! teehees !

/ missing you more than ever...


Today's lessons are weirdly funny.
especially biology.
all the crappish jokes all come out =x

tmr's another day !
there's PE though.
but yuren say its gonna be this whole term like... NAPFA trainings.
wth la.
so frigging sadded lor.

oh , good news.
art work until thursday then need hand in.
so , wooh !
im doing the final tmr ler la !

; i want eclipse and breaking dawn !
i want new backpack !

And that's all that I want to say.

so long no blog.
but all i can think of right now is this.
ART. SUCKS.

yeah thats it.
who can believe if i tell u that i took the whole aftnn to just draw the 2 objects.
ohkays. and its not perfect to me.
its not up to standard enough.
go ahead and look at my objects.
i'm sure u'll puke at the sight of it.
stupid ppl produces stupid work.
mt work looked like some 3 year old's work. messy lines and colours that doesn't match.
oh it isnt that bad? look for friday lor. i'll show u. my ''beautful'' work.
oh i think better not. i dont want ppl puking all over school =/

` i distorted the cutest little thing =/

tag replies;
vanessachan: lol. what's the reaction u want from me ? AHHHH ! ? imy too.
Clow: clow's gone madddddddddddddd =/ need me send u to IMH? i'll gladly do :D
JOEY: JOEY ! lol i called u. JOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY. 0.0 waht for ? i have NO idea =.=


Tag replies ；
Clow: of course white horse nice la. my tastes are goooood :D not like someone's ------------ NON-squiggly lines :D black horse so ugly la. white horse clau nicer :D clauuuuuu rocks more than clowww ! *smiles even more sweetly and innocently*
leann: im no hamster. hammy is zhijia! :D not me luh. lol zao3 cuo4 ren2 ler. and sunsan's stonage alright. ni3 yao4 bing1 ma1 ? she stone. translate already "u wan ice ?" STILL STONING. lol. gao xiao one.
YUWEN: heh ! wenwenwenwenwenwenwenwenwenwenwennnnnnnnn <3
JOEY: yah right. if u had some idea. then u wont be loitering the whole mall already. lol. loserrrrrr :D sunsan ar. no hope one. one issue can repeat repeat and repeat for like AT LEAST 5 TIMES.
AMANDA: lol. dont need jealous lor. its seasonal =/ lol. i'll tag u !

today went joey's house to stone. 0.0 supposingly do elit proj. but all dont know how to do. so solution : STONE. hais.
so after which we decided to do again at night. online discussion.
but guess what.
edlind and i both online.
joeeeeeeeeeeeeey and den? no where to be found.
call den, no answer. =.=
oh wells.


went to yp's house to do hist proj today...
shi en made chermaine miss train for what.. 7 times ?
LOL.
" shi en should be more observant of her surroundings "

then i ate with joey while waiting for cher and shien.
then they reached.
but cher havent eat.
so cher go eat; shien joey and me go shop shop.
joey siao alr lor. walk arnd aimlessly. one whole hour. did nothing.
pro la. win alr.
then cher eat finish. call yingpei. all go popular buy materials.
then straight away go yp house ler.
then started burning the vanguard sheet.
OMG. laugh like shyt la.
then shien took video.
then ppl will think we arsoning.
LOL. nice one la.

then got home.
i got so hungry i ate extra rice ._.
actually i was already hungry at.... 5pm+ ?
but still at yp house.
tehn hungry hungry
so i decided to stone there.
then i lay on the floor and stone, staring at the ceiling.
for what seemed very long.
but only 5mins.
*faint*


today was a bad day for me.

last month, feb, friday the 13th.
hamster escaped.
paper cut.
etc etc.

today. march, friday the 13th.
slightly better. still bad.
trance/zombie-mode whole day.
dont rmb even taking pledge this morning.
easily STM-ing stuffs that is said 5 mins ago.
mind wandering, and then goes blank.
emo over nothing.

okay these are weirddd.
but seriously la.
what a nice last day of term one.

sunday- history project
tuesday - public speaking
wednesday - maybe have lit proj
remaining days - hols hw; art.hcl.el.maths.bio.chem.




-am i gonna die ?-

/I can't breathe without you, but i have to/

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself


its thursday today..

to the people who tell me not to be upset over the previous post :
im not really pissed off, or emo-ish.
but rather, feeling upset and irritated over something that happened in school.
which, as u can see, triggered my opinion of frens.
it sort of make me, feel insulted and neglected
therefore, lose faith in frenship.

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Let's not talk about unhappy stuffs alright ?

well, there's obviously homework piling up already. for the march hols.
and surely can't enjoy urself deh.
so much for hols, even the tchers say what "u all still young uh. hols should enjoy urselves."
yah righhhhhhht.

homework.homework.homework

win already lor.

somemore have project (history) and school activities.
one word : DIE.

and the ART !
oh my goshh.
torture la !
like as if we dont have any other work like that.
art need like what. 3 compositions. then final composition must re-draw and mount on black paper.
will die one 0.0


i just dont understand.
why people have to treat me this way ?
what wrong have i done ?
ignore me ; backstab me ; and any of that sort.
i believed in them.
yet they didnt give a damn to it.
i trusted them ; counted on them too
but what i got in return ? tell me.
it's like it was all for nothing.
i just needed someone to be there for me.
people i could depend on.
is that really too much a request ?

so perhaps sometimes they don't mean it, like u told me.
but i knew it too well.
it hurts to see and realise that.
actually.
everything i thought was real.
everything i thought could be there for me like they should have.
was all a dream ; an illusion of mine.
so i realised, finally, that it was just my fantasy that things could go the way i wanted.
or at least the way it should have been.
so i was wrong.

thanks anyway;
for the fake cares and concerns.
for the lies you guys told me.
for everything that was part of my perfect little dream that finally found it's way through
that woke me from it.
thank you..
for everything you guys tried very hard to make it real.

however fake it was.
it did make me thought it was real, true.
but you guys can stop it now.
i wouldn't want them anymore.
'cos i know.
that it's time to wake up from all these fantasies.
and it's time, to look into reality from now on.


END OF CT1s 2009 !

got back ... chem, english, chinese and history.
history was ytd.
but uh, no difference.

it's evacuation day today D:
frigging scary can.
its like.
'good aftnn school, this is dr foo, principal of nanhua high school. there's an incident at the construction site. for safety purposes, all personnel are to evacuate the school IMMEDIATELY. do not panic.'
then is like. i tio stunned.
then aft repeating the announcement agn, we went back to class.
then is like chuck everything into locker. then take my stuff and chiong-ed out of school.
denise, beat and i smelt some sort of a pentrolum smell thinghy.
carissa heard that there was some sort of japanese war relics found. from the japanese occupations.

then aft that went jurong point with den.
then she asked me 'so.. who was the 1st person u thought of aft hearing the announcement?'
i said 'uh.. nobody? its just blank.'
she continued 'besides the getting shock part, and some more blanks. who was the 1st u thought of ?'
me : 'umm... more blanks ?'
den : '...'

then walk walk walk. then went home ler.

just heard some breaking news report on the radio.
turns out that theres, indeed, some left overs of explosives from the japanese occupation, world war II. yeah. scary uh ? and they are not exploded yet.
turns out that. they already knew something wasnt right last night when they dug out something funny/weird. then was sent for tests and examinations. then ta da ! today its cfm-ed. they're gonna like settle it tonight or smth. told not to pass by affected roads from 4-7pm today.

so thats all. rmb to see tonight's news uh !

loves & take cares !
clau :D