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Beautiful lies;

ah , bored =/
now's ICT.
so yes im slacking here.
apparently.
but whatever okay.
it's permitted ;D
hahas.
i've done my assignment alr cans.
don't say me lah. pooooop you ! :X

ahhhs.
i'm very sianned.
right now at least.
and uh.
sad and sianned and pissed and irritated and...
well , whatever that you can name actually.
but , dont try to act cute and give me some stupid things like. i feel dumb -.-
it's not helping you know.

hmms,
CT results are kinda .____.
except for literature i guess.
really sweet ;D
the rest.... wells , kinda =/
siannned.
O.O
this post is full of sianneds and =/s and ;Ds and :Xs
-.-
ohhh. yah and this too !
teeheehees.
okay, i'm officially losing it.
literally.
hmmphs.
sad case.

and duh its all ur fault :X
you made me become like this.
nutcase and not knowing whatsoever that i'm saying all the time.
you did this ; you did this.
:X
and no, i don't blame you.
i never held anything against you.
i have never given up on you.
you do know that..... right?
i forgot.
i ain't that sure anymore when i see you again , when i looked into your eyes.
and you avoided that.
like i knew you would.

i don't know what's to expect now.
no i dont.
and i'm sorry i can't do this


I Don't Want This.

it's torture to have my days drifting by slowly.
only to find that i've nothing left with me.
you didn't bother.
the rest of you treated me like some sort of dirt.
unwanted, abandoned.
maybe i ain't really that good.
but i don't think i would deserve such treatments though.
when i'm quiet.
when i wasn't around.
nobody bothered.
it's like i'm redundant there.
or rather. not even wanted there.
then i felt like some deserted object.
some stupid post-it pad that goes around sticking onto others' butts.
i know i'm not needed there.
and if i were to turn back the time,
it'll be just like what i suffered last time.
and i don't want that happening anymore.

as for you,
you didn't give a damn about me.
so do i not exist anymore?
i thought so too.
so say no more.
i don't think there's even such a need.
i don't want this.
i really don't.
anymore...


Thanks all, for the nice nice birthday wishes and BELATED ones .
hahas.
its really sweet uhs :D
love you all .

it's still the CT's week and things aint pretty well.
it's sucky alright.
geog and hist nvr complete.
english and hcl abit unsure unsure.
and the coming up ones are lit, maths and phy/chem
lit not sure.
maths abit hard.
and phy/chem sure die.
wahlau.
i gone case ler lahs.
win lor.
surely this time round wont get good grades ler :X
T_T and like, dont try to console me lah. i mean, i know u all mean well. but i think its really bad. and that its not gonna be nice marks and all.
so forget it mans.
btw. i like my pear painting and... my orange one. the last time one.
but the orange stalk abit screwed uh.
too big and splat.
LOL
oh wells.
dont bother.
if only oranges din have stalks~~~~~~~~~

the pear pear nice uh :D
yay pear.
btw jiefie dont know who's our president.
she was like, eh who ah?
then i and wen scream. S R Nathan lah !!
then she was like. ohhhh. really ah ?!
*faints*
she win liao lor.
JF, u win. i succumb uhs.

PHYSICS. NEED. HELP. SOMEONE?
arghhh. i think i can die with the physics chapter still not readable in my brain lah.
:X sucker.
go die u still physics.
curse you stupid electricity
curse you stupid physics.
go die go die go die!
wehhh :X
get off my maanz.
i hate you bloody thing :X




Happy Birthday, Boy.

Ranen , Jiejie love you okay? :D
Stay happy always.
today 6 years old ler, must be guai lah.
and, hope you liked your presents.
mwahs.

Today's what they call 'NDP celebration' was rather boring.
no offence.
early morning started off with lots of prize-giving ceremonies.
then went back to class and watch all the sec2s top VJs.
but mdm shamima de comp abit .___. siah.
only see the front parts of few mins of each vid jiu jam the whole thing thru.
nobody interested alr.
so in the end we voted for 202 and 207's
and yay 202 won !
grats mighty water savers/punkie monkies <3
hope you enjoy your trip to S'pore flyer horh! :D

Thanks loadds to all of you, for the presents of course:
Denise-- girl you lied. hahas. but thx still. love ya.
Joey-- you'll always be one of the greatest frens of mine. thx 4 everything ;D
Yingpei-- peipei. thx uh. i love the stars.
Huixin-- hxhxhx! yeah. lol your msges were all happy birthday happy birthday. LOL. xie lah
Vera-- yeah it counts lah vera. its the thought/effort that matters. thx girl :D for the beautiful stars
Luyao-- hahaha. u din have to write your name and i'll know its you who wrote that msg. thx ly (:
Manda-- no you're not extra girl.... you're not. thx for it. it really surprised me. love you too :D




LOL.
Joey my photographer.
well. at least better than beat lorr .___.
i check alr can.
all the pics u took all blur blur de :X
hmmph.
P.S. Big vs Small O.O

currently packing for tmr's school.
who knows what to bring though :/
and i dont wanna wear reddd.
like hothot red *shakes head violently*
DM liu say need make sure got the word singapore on it.
lol if not how leh ? tio ban ah ? O.O
hmm....

2-day countdown.
hop skip pop drop.
yayness.
i wonder hows the whole pledge moment gonna be .
hope its gonna be successful and not screwed though.
not that i'm saying it will; but yeah. possible . cos its a large scaley thinghy.
so..
jiayous uh :D

oh i'm getting oldddddd :/
old me.
sadded.
im gonna be fourteen soon.
like REAL soon.
heeehs.
but. yeah. finally though !
i'm growing. hurrays.
and darn it , i'm not short lah :X

*just realised, i think my photo with beat. beat so chio. i think i look constipated.
LOl yay poop :D
aiyah. sian diao.
boring boring boring.

and i left maths and physics in school O.O
*faints*

btw, way to go 202 mighty water savers! <3
and good job elijah and rymond?
and yewheng , binghwang , yangyu.
thanks lah.
lol.
kopers.

attendance today : 30/38
*6 more girls not in class due to proj display.
people in class : 24/60
it's pathetic D:

Get Well Soon people;
class isnt class without you guys.
yuwen;
yewshen;
zhaosheng;
wenbin;
edlind;
tianci;
zhijia;
yuxiang;

*yes. this is one of my most unglam pic. WIN LOR.
beatrice is forever photogenic. okay lor.




I'm just a little too not over you .

mm hmm. okay. shuush ! dont ask whats that about .
LALALA *desperately trying to block out all noises*

anws.
school isn't just school without you guys.
get well soon alrights?
and that means.
yewshen;
yuwen;
zhijia;
mingxuan;
zhaosheng;
tianci;
yuxiang;
* the number's increasing by the day :X

CTs coming. and we won't want to miss it right?
i also trying my best to stay healthy.
okay. so i had stomach viral again.
doc. ask me need MC not.
BUT ! crystallau was, apparently, in case you dont know and i'm telling u now,
i very guai. i told doc. dont need.
cos it was saturday morning when i visited him.
wow . just realised.
i abit .___.
talking bout stuffs that happened, like, 3-4 days ago ?
-.- oh wells.
and i today voice weird de.
voice breaking ?
HAHAHA.
talk sometimes got abit zao xiah.
hmmph :/
but its an on-and-off issue.
so i guess not that bad.
but then, hahahah. czt also got.
see lah. shout too much right.
tsk tsk.
but his is like, far more worse off than mine :/
get well soon lah.
and paiseh lah. seriouslyyy din know today shout command de ren is you uh :O
sorrry lorrr.
but really,
all the commanders' de voice. all same one -.-
personal comment anws.
LALA.

tmr got literature and maths test.
okay wth -.-
i dont know HOW to study for lit (thats right beat. same boat. and you better not scam me lor.)
maths just read read.
today got back marks for geog and phys.
darn geography.
i got study okay ! T.T
but failed.
wtfff.
super super tio shocked :X
its so very extreme.
geog fail... miserably.
and phys like scoring.
LOl.
and its hell tyco.
i dont understand what the hell MS trying to say -.-
'its just like that.......'
*nods solemnly*
yeahh.... rightttttttttttttttttttttttt.